PREFIX [ LIVE DRAFT]

October 11 2022. The day I descended into hell. A downward spiral of man's inner consciousness being constricted. The lowest vibrational frequency known to man. This is not a place rather a state of being. I was only Human. I've had my wicked thoughts and done evil things. But why? In ancient times the scriptures explained this to be a blazing furnace where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. This explanation has no shortage of reality to it. Here there is no peace. No understanding. No accountability. No desire to face the darkening Shadow in the mirror. I was forced to surrender my being. 

I. A knower of No God. Searched for a prayer that could resonate with my situation. All my life I've denied the existence of a higher power as I could not comprehended it. With an open mind I searched for hours for anything that made any amount of sense. Here I came across an Angel. There is no other way to explain it. His Name was Gabriel. He spoke with such conviction of his God. The healing he had witnessed. The miracles he had interceded. The light in his heart. For the first time in my life I prayed believing it may create fruits. And after my prayer. I felt a release. I began to pray every day, and everyday I felt that small sense of peace. My first bible appeared to me. I read through pieces although I did not understand. I came across a  mentor of mine. He said if you could ask God for one thing. It should be wisdom. I did not understand. I sat and spoke to myself pretending God was with me. And I said. "God. Give me wisdom"

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